Differences after living without Concerta for two weeks and now second day back on?
Very nervy, short-tempered, didn't sleep at all well in a narrow bed and noisy building. The room was too warm. I tossed and turned, too hot, then too cold; hated my plugged-up ears.
Dreadful.
Diet?
Felt awful in the morning; must be the carbs from yesterday's cakes. What emotional pangs did I notice today?
Sitting in a classroom brought back a lot of awful memories. I had forgotten just how unhappy I was at school, but today brought a lot back.
What feelings about differences did I notice?
I do have huge problems integrating new knowledge. Never noticed it quite so strongly before.
What went well today?
Great to meet my phone tutorial classmate. She's lovely. And the other classmates are ok, too.
At what point did I feel most authentically myself?
Listening to some amazing music at Talla Mhòr. Up to 14 or so musicians on stage at one point, with an eclectic mix of instruments and styles. But really powerful vibes and rhythms. Awesome. I felt like a teenager. And I missed my days at Marian's Jazz Club in Bern. I do miss great live music.
What did not go so well?
Didn't really click with the teacher as a teacher. I like her as a person, but she seemed ill prepared and much too willing to embark on all kinds of discussions in English. That wasn't what I came all this way for, at all.
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